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The state of mind I hate the most comes when I have no one else to think, not even you. The dread and its power suffocate my mind until the last breath I have would tell me to lie on the bed and sleep it all. But I want to feel the nothingness; I need to embrace the void. Maybe the longer I do, the higher the chance I can picture someone.

I nurse the glass of vodka in this midnight hour. I gaze at the starless sky and try to think about why I need to remember someone in my mind. I gulp the drink and grab the bottle to refill my clear glass. My lips tremble and my cheeks are soak. My eyes are exhausted, but I cannot sleep.

Maybe if I can think of you, I will be able to find the reason live.


Thank you for reading this story. If you want to talk about random things with me, do not hesitate to reach me through my “Contact” page. All the best love, my dear.


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